Beatific Emma: From Broken Beef Calf to Blessed Bovine

Emma, Farm Sanctuary, Orland, California

One of the highlights of early 2015 was this beauteous young lady who came into my life while road-tripping on a separate Farm Sanctuary-related quest spearheaded by my besty Alicia. Half way home from Vegas, the call about a calf in need arrived, propelling us to drive into the late hours. We stumbled into a hotel room, slept (maybe), then drove to the rural vet where Emma was supposed to be cared for overnight before we took her to UC Davis. That vet is not high in my estimation to put it mildly, having left her outside in a cold lean-to with barely enough straw for warmth and no pain meds. Alicia and I miraculously kept our tongues in check, got Emma pain meds, and got her loaded for the trek across Utah, Nevada, and into California for proper vet care.

Emma ready for travel

I became instantly obsessed with this big-eyed girl, and wrung my hands a fair bit while we waited for positive word about her condition. Receiving that word brought a relief to my whole body and tears to my eyes. Though at that point she wasn't out of the woods totally, she had a fighting chance, and a beatific presence conveyed through those large eyes.

Tongue acrobatics not hampered by the pain in her leg

More than a year later, after trekking from New York to Florida to Pennsylvania and then flying back to California, I got to see Emma again, thriving at Orland. This young lady has endured months of hospitalization, surgeries, humans fretting, and yet she still carries serenity in her eyes and her being. She is such a magical friend I feel so blessed to know.

Yoga Animalia: Bovine - Emma

Farm Sanctuary, Orland, California

Emma was found on the side of the road in rural Utah. Her mother was standing protectively by her, and the concerned human who saw them in the same place a second time realized something was wrong. Emma had likely been hit by a car and was unable to walk. The woman contacted the rancher who owned the herd, but his solution was to shoot her. The woman got him to release Emma to her, but sadly could not get her mother. She contacted Farm Sanctuary who raced up to take the calf immediately to UC Davis. There life-saving vet care was provided to Emma, and it was determined her leg was infected and would need to be amputated. After many surgeries, much waiting, and many months, Emma is starting to settle into her three-legged life of love and devotion at Farm Sanctuary's NorCal shelter.

Laverne & Shirley: No Sitcom Beginning, But Happy Days Going Forward

Laverne, Ching Farm Rescue & Sanctuary, Herriman, Utah

I am ever fascinated by the eyes of the farm friends I meet. If you have yet to gaze into the eyes of a pig, it is an experience I insist you add to your bucket list. In the vein of those intense bonding exercises done in self-help-style seminars where you share the gaze of a single individual for a long period, looking into the eyes of a peaceful pig will similarly impact you. Notice I specified a peaceful pig, don't be trying to lock gazes with a pig while he or she is trying to eat or one who isn't particularly fond of human types! If you've already had this experience, I would love to know the name of the porcine friend whom you met and what sanctuary they live at - tell me in the comments!

Yoga Animalia: Porcine - Laverne & Shirley

Laverne and Shirley were found in a box, taped up and without any air holes, on the side of a Utah freeway in December. The piglets were about 4 days old, and near death when a woman saw the box move, stopped, and brought them home.  Living in a non-agricultural neighborhood, she could not keep them, so brought them to Ching Farm Rescue and Sanctuary.  There they were carefully nursed back to health, the parasites and grime removed, allowing them to flourish and be the joyous and gregarious pigs they should be.

Shirley, Ching Farm Rescue & Sanctuary, Herriman, Utah

Shirley, Ching Farm Rescue & Sanctuary, Herriman, Utah

Troubled Youth: Sven & Grimm Find a New Home

Sven, Ching Farm Rescue & Sanctuary, Herriman, Utah

When I first met Sven he had just arrived at his new home and had yet to settle into sanctuary life; he seemed out of sorts and was uninterested in interacting with me or the odd device I carried around and was pointing at the residents around him. Even my odd exhortations and noises failed to rouse him. Knowing now how he had been taken from his mother, thrust into a mix of young humans dealing with issues of their own but expected to offer succor to a frightened young calf (his full story below), and then brought to a new space with many other new species of people he had likely never encountered prior, I think one can understand why Sven would not be amenable to a photo shoot.

That was drastically different the next time I visited. Sven was galloping around the sanctuary with his buddy Grimm, inspecting my camera and me, acting like the goofy and obnoxious teenage steer calf I would expect to meet. And now my sanctuary public service announcement: teenage calves tend to be rambunctious to obnoxious to unintentionally dangerous to the smaller, frailer humans around them - they almost always just want to play, but we are not built to handle a good ol' calf tussle. Visitors to sanctuaries would do well to remember that an 800 pound teenage calf is surely cute and surely going to knock you on your butt if they get feisty, or worse, if they are feeling the stirrings of puberty, try to mount you, so watch your toes and that gleam in their eyes!

Seeing Sven and Grimm run and buck and annoy their elder herdmates Parvati and Nandi was delightful. It was magical to see Sven transformed from a shut down baby to a happy boy, and the love he showed toward sanctuary founder Faith and his adopted brother Grimm was a testament for me to the healing power of sanctuaries. 

Grimm, Ching Farm Rescue & Sanctuary, Herriman, Utah

Yoga Animalia: Bovine - Sven

Ching Farm Rescue & Sanctuary, Herriman, Utah

Raised in a center for troubled youth, Sven was viewed as nothing more than a project to teach the youth rather than the terrified youngster missing his mother that he was. Perhaps it was this that bonded the kids at the center with Sven, but they would not let him be sent to slaughter at the completion of the program, and instead Ching was able to offer him a home. At Ching, Sven found cattle and doting human family, but soon got a best buddy in Grimm, rescued from a similar facility. Together the two boys run amok around the sanctuary.

Sven, Ching Farm Rescue & Sanctuary, Herriman, Utah

Sven, Ching Farm Rescue & Sanctuary, Herriman, Utah

Yoga Animalia: Bovine - Grimm

Ching Farm Rescue & Sanctuary, Herriman, Utah

Grimm was taken from his mother as a baby and brought to a residential treatment center for troubled teens where raising him was supposed to teach responsibility, and then, after three months, taking him away to be slaughtered was supposed to teach the teens how to deal with grief. Fighting against Grimm’s fate, the teens got their parents involved and were able to get Grimm released to Ching. There Grimm befriended Sven, rescued from a similar program, and found family with the other sanctuary cattle.

Grimm, Ching Farm Rescue & Sanctuary, Herriman, Utah

Deuce Becomes One: a Tale of Heartbreak, Healing, and the Bonds of Family

Deuce, Ching Farm Rescue & Sanctuary, Herriman, Utah

Ching Farm Rescue and Sanctuary founder Faith has been helping me complete the stories of the many individuals I have photographed at the Salt Lake City sanctuary over the last two years. A few bring up sad memories of individuals who have passed, and others are joyous. Today’s story hit me in the gut when Faith shared it with me. I would like to introduce you to Deuce, a goat whose story has been similarly reflected in the literature of dog and cat shelters when they talk about humans surrendering beloved companions.

Deuce arrived about three years ago, brought to Ching by his human dad with whom he was intensely bonded. Deuce followed him around everywhere. He slept with the family’s horses at night, but all other times he could be, he followed his human dad around. Deuce’s dad gave him a banana, skin and all, every day. Theirs was a bond of companionship and family like many of you experience with dogs and cats.

I wish I could end the story there for you, but alas the family decided to move. It is a tale I have heard many times: a family is losing their home, or moving for a job, or shifting back to the city after a failed attempt to be country folk. The reasoning may be different, but oftentimes the result for nonhuman companions is not: they are not to accompany their families. For a goat family is everything. Goats bond intensely as familial units; you will see the lucky few families at sanctuaries most often together - lounging, browsing, goofing, plotting to take over the world, etc. Deuce was different only in that he did not have other goat siblings or parents, but instead had human parents.

So when Deuce and his dad arrived at Ching, Deuce followed him around with Faith as they walked the sanctuary grounds. He got his banana. But then Deuce’s dad left through the gate and got in his car, without Deuce. Faith said Deuce’s head shot up, and she swears his eyes bulged in alarm. As the car pulled away, Deuce frantically ran along the fence line with the road, trying to follow his dad. When he came to the corner edge of the property, his dad’s car disappearing down the road, Deuce stopped, and waited. Faith said Deuce waited without budging for four days, watching for the return of his family in 100 degree heat. Faith brought Deuce water and food, tried to lure him away from that corner vigil; however, it took a month of determined effort before Deuce could be brought closer to the main house. He showed no interest in any of the other sanctuary goats – what did he know of these strange, small four-legged people? Deuce knew only his human and his horse friends. Once closer, Faith was able to get Deuce to spend time with the sanctuary’s senior horses, giving him new friends more familiar from his home. And every day he got his banana.

With time (and daily bananas) Deuce started to settle into his new home. As with any severe heartbreak we might experience, it took Deuce time to heal. Part of that healing process was his gradual integration into the goat herd on his own terms. While not occurring overnight, it did happen, and now Deuce is a flirtatious member of the herd, fully part of his new goat family.

Stories like Deuce’s choke me up, partially because I cannot fathom leaving a family member behind, but also because they demonstrate so clearly the remarkable emotional lives of my nonhuman friends. When I photographed Deuce, sleeping standing up in the feed tub that snowy late December day, I had yet to hear his story, but I knew there was one waiting to be learned. All of the residents of the sanctuaries have them. Not only that, but they each have their own way of interpreting the world, just like us. It is this rich inner world into which I hope to provide glimpses with the Yoga Animalia portraits and stories, and I thank you for taking this journey with me.

May joy find you,

Cameron

Yoga Animalia: Caprine - Deuce

Ching Farm Rescue & Sanctuary, Herriman, Utah

Deuce was a beloved family companion, bonded intensely with the husband whom Deuce followed everywhere. However the family moved, and their considerations did not include taking Deuce with them. Ching was able to take him in, but when Deuce’s dad left, Deuce ran the property line trying to keep up with the departing vehicle. At the fence edge Deuce stopped and waited for the return of his human without moving for four days. Gradually the heartbroken goat was lured closer to the main house, showered with affection, and, with time and healing, he discovered the joy of being a goat amongst other goats.

Roots of the Project: Ching Farm Rescue & Sanctuary

Daphne, Lincoln, & Apollo at the start of the drive.

Daphne & I had a snugglefest during part of the drive. Did you know that many turkeys love to sit in the laps of humans? Photo by Alicia Pell

Lincoln & Apollo were model passengers.

Costailo, Ching Farm Rescue & Sanctuary, Herriman, Utah

Clementine, Ching Farm Rescue & Sanctuary, Herriman, Utah

Sanctuary Spotlight: Ching Farm Rescue and Sanctuary

Each month I will aim to feature one of the sanctuaries and their residents whom I have gotten to know, starting with the sanctuary that helped me formulate what would become the Yoga Animalia Project: Ching Farm Rescue and Sanctuary in Herriman, Utah.

A rather magical thing happened on a turkey transport to Salt Lake City: the possibility of photographing all the farmed animal sanctuaries settled into my brain.

Before RV Katie Kowhugger was a glimmer of an idea, my trusty Calypso Prius provided transport to numerous farmed animal friends. On what would be the first trip to Ching Farm Rescue and Sanctuary near Salt Lake City, three turkeys - Daphne, a young broad-breasted white hen saved from a factory farm, and Lincoln and Apollo, broad-breasted bronze boys rescued before Thanksgiving from shelters – were ferried by my best friend and transporter extraordinaire Alicia and myself on a ten-hour journey. It was just after Christmas and as the uber-intelligent and weather-spoiled Southern Californian I am, I showed up at the snow-bedecked sanctuary in my Vibram toe shoes. It was cold. This may very well have been the start of my terror of all things snow.

The following day, despite the slow creep of cold into my toes, Alicia and I followed sanctuary founder Faith around and met the residents of Ching. It was the first time I was moving and photographing amongst sanctuary residents with whom I was not intimately familiar. This trip started my love affair with Abbott and Costailo sheep (read more about them here) and Alicia was wooed by Clementine turkey (his handsomeness is here); however, it also laid the groundwork for my next visit the following May when I would circle around from Missouri to stop in at Ching.

That May 2014 trip saw me freshly on leave from my job as a caregiver. The snow had departed by then, and I remembered my boots this time. Arriving at Ching I spent more time not only with the residents, but also with Faith. The outlines of the Yoga Animalia Project were starting to come together, and I shared my thoughts with Faith to get her opinions about whether it was too much to ask to visit and photograph and learn the stories of the residents: her response was enthusiastic and convinced me I could and should use my lens as a vehicle to tell stories.  Two days of sanctuary time gave me ample evidence that I could create portraits, coupled with stories from the residents’ caregivers, that would convey the personality of the sanctuary kids. 

I visited Ching again early in 2015 - Calypso Prius and I transporting a vociferous old lady goose named Serendipity from Las Vegas to the sanctuary. By this point it felt like visiting family, highlighted for me when Faith remarked how amazing it was I remembered the names of so many of the residents. That stirred so much joy for me. 

As family I grieve when individuals pass and celebrate when new individuals are rescued. With each sanctuary and each individual with whom I bond, my circle of compassion expands. Surely it encompasses heartbreak as individuals die, but I strive to live with an open heart, and my farmed animal friends inspire me to do so. My portraits become remembrances of those individuals who pass, and it keeps their stories alive. This has been a gift bestowed upon me by my visits to Ching. It is just one reason why I am honored to spotlight them.

For more information about Ching Farm Rescue and Sanctuary you can visit their newly designed website: chingsanctuary.org, find them on Facebook here, follow them on Instagram @chingsanctuary, and when you are in Salt Lake City schedule a visit to tour the sanctuary, and when you do, hug Abbott and Costailo for me, maybe flirt with Clementine, and make friends all your own. 

May so much joy find you,

Cameron

Sven & Sanctuary Founder Faith Ching, Ching Farm Rescue & Sanctuary, Herriman, Utah

Abbott, Ching Farm Rescue & Sanctuary, Herriman, Utah

Serendipity was a demanding passenger compared to the chill turkey crew.

Bandit & Rose, Ching Farm Rescue & Sanctuary, Herriman, Utah

Rascal, Ching Farm Rescue & Sanctuary, Herriman, Utah

Lincoln, Ching Farm Rescue & Sanctuary, Herriman, Utah

Daphne, Ching Farm Rescue & Sanctuary, Herriman, Utah

Apollo, Ching Farm Rescue & Sanctuary, Herriman, Utah

Serendipity Goose and I. She wanted to drive the whole way. Photo by Faith Ching.